the internet is down and im typing on the kindle

because thats how addicted to the internet i am. and how much i want to vent. the bright side is, i prob will get to sleep early tonight.

plese pardon the terrible language format/spelling errors.

i dont remember the last time i was this anxious about something, not even when i applied for college. i know that UPS is delivering the package, and it usually takes about 5-7 days but they are often so prompt about it. and maybe PC is more legit and uses UPS Expres instad, and that should even be quicker... but either way it was a toal let down coming home today and not seeing that package waiting for me. man,i even skipped going to the Y to be home earlier (though i am not really sad about that.)

this is torture.

a friend of mine who spent the entire month of august fasting for Ramadan said that the last week/day was the hardest because you are so cloe to the finish you lose your patience. sure i didnt starve myself when the sun is out ever since november but by calculation i should have the envelope in my hands right now,and i am sad that it isnt. i.want. to. know.

tomorro or whenever i finally get  the package i will probably read this post and laugh at how silly i sound right now, but untl then, this is so lameeeeeeee